A strange week.....

Firstly, apologies for my absence of late!
It's been a strange couple of weeks....
Started off with hubbie doing his back in at work. He's a Postman, so it's all part and parcel of the job! Haha, no pun intended, but quite a good one!
He's not supposed to be a Postie! He hasn't the legs for it! No seriously he is a Draughtsman who can't get any work, and hasn't for a couple of years.
So he has been here with me and the kids which has been lovely! I really hate my own company so it's been so nice to have him around.
Then my little boy went into hospital to have an operation on his webbed fingers to separate them. It had been cancelled twice and I have been dreading it. I felt sick with anxiety and spent the previous two days in bed with flu so couldn't go with him.
Luke as always was a little trooper and was fine, unlike his Daddy who got quite upset and said it was a good job I wasn't there!



He has adapted quite well to his club arm and is pretty much his normal self, hasn't hit Amy with it....yet!!

Then we put an offer in on a house! How grown up and scary. Still havnt heard anything back and so far have ignored the temptation to knock on the front door and beg and plead!

Lastly Mark may have got himself a CAD job! Early days and it means lots of hard work and juggling as he has to keep his Postie position until we get the mortgage settled.

Change........I am usually so scared of change. I feel safe when things seem settled around me. One whiff of it and I usually run for the hills!!!
But not this time because it IS TIME.
Time for a change. A fresh start.
I think the thing that scares me so much about change, is fear of the unknown. And the reality that means things probably won't go smoothly, they rarely do and I don't deal with that very well at all!
So at the moment I feel a strange mix of nervous anticipation, excitement and dread that it will all fall through!
I need to get positive! No matter what it will work out! We WILL find a house, even if its not this one. And Mark WILL get his old job back!
Coz I got a feeling!!
Fingers crossed!