One of those days.

Or should I say mornings.......just feels like a day!

I really didn't want my first post to be miserable! I wanted it to be all bright shiny and positive.....but, sorry folks at the mo, my life ain't just like that!

I have a newborn who isn't sleeping and a young daughter I don't recognise as my own any more. And when you add Luke into the mix it just means five hours of general awfulness.

I am lucky. I don't often have all three all together at the same time on my own very much,  but this morning was one of those times and I don't like myself very much right now.

I have turned into one of those screaming shrews I swore I'd never become.

And it doesn't make one damn bit of difference anyway. I might as well shout at the wall!!

They are having a nap. Well big and middler are.

I can just about cope with the one on my shoulder, even if she smells of sick. I can hold her close in the new quietness of my lounge and regroup.

I love all my babies to the moon and back, and yep, I signed up for this, but it can be so bloody bloody hard!

 

 

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